...did someone say good news?!

good news?! good news?!

where?! where?!

ooooohh....

RIGHT HERE!!!

ok, so when I last blogged (Wednesday) I was just waffling away about an interview I had that day. It turns out the interview wasn't really an interview interview, which still feels kind of weird in a way...a good weird of course! There wasn't really many questions asked for me to answer, the lady just spoke to me about the job itself, the contract, the benefits, the shifts, the roles, a little bit of everything really. Then at the end of it she was like "so do you want the job?"...

 

I didn't even have to think about it, of course I wanted the job!

a photo of me being me & jumping for joy cos....I GOT A JOB!!!

 

 

I'm still in shock over that I actually have a job now, a job with a rota, a job where I'll know what is going off, a job I'll know my hours in advance, a job I can call my own & hopefully get myself back into some kind of routine. This is such a big deal for me, having your own job at the age of 22 is normal for most 20 something year olds but for me, not so much.

 

I'm so glad someone has finally decided to take me on, by the sounds of it they had clearly wanted me to work with them since they'd already put me on the rota before I'd even gone for the interview/chat. I'm still in shock at the fact of I wasn't rejected again. After over four years of rejection after rejection or no response, you kind of get used to just that...either nothing or a no sorry, we wish you all the luck in the future.

I had been applying for jobs but of course my health had to come first too. There wasn't as much pressure on me to get a job since I still live with my parents but I'm now in a much better mind set. Since learning to drive, passing my test & having my own car I'm a much stronger person. I feel so much better in myself, up until recently when I keep feeling extremely anxious but instead of running from it, I'm sticking put with my feelings...I'm not running away anymore. After all, as annoying as my little friends (anxiety & panic attacks) are, they have made me into the person I am today...so for that I thank them!

Here is to the frickin' weekend guys! I hope you have a lovely weekend!

Tell me, what has been good about your week?

MASSIVE thank you to all of you for your kind messages!

♥